Painfully ready to accept

August 26, 2013

I am alone

I am scared

I am broken and burdened

I feel lost

I don't know where to turn

Feel like running away

No where to go

We all feel this way

Then why is it so hard to speak

Because tears open up doors

Meant to be locked.

I can't accept it

I have to

I don't want it

I need to

It's a beautiful thing.

Why be angry?

My heart feels ripped in half.

Why not rip out the rest right now?

Better to get it over with

No it'll never be over with

It's a never ending process

A learning journey

Something I must face

Cry about with open arms

Unlock the slammed door

Share about

Not keep secret

Not be afraid

Not run away from my problems

Hug and release

Be supportive

Ask not for strength

That is the last thing I need

I ask for humility

Pray for healing

Pray for it to be done according to your word.