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March 03, 2016

As you know I had my doctor appointment this past Monday in Seattle.

I had been dreading this appointment because of the long distance and the dreaded destination.

I was told I've made slight improvements. I guess we'll take that.

Waiting in the hospital, I had moments where I was frustrated. I was overcome by anger and sadness. I thought of the future and the endless appointments I'd be making for the rest of my life.

Of course we only have today to think about but I was not in a happy place nor did I want to think positively.

I was facing fear again. Why must I live in it? ...Live in fear?

I feel like I am constantly battling this. Waking up daily and begging Jesus to free me of the burden I choose to carry.

I connect with the song Home, I am sharing with you.

Settle down, it'll all be clear~

Don't pay no mind to the demons they fill you with fear ~

Know you're not alone. ~

How true it is that fear blinds us. God will make things clear in time. Fear is not of Him. It is of the devil. I am not fighting alone. He is reminding me of my home. My heavenly home.

Thank you for your continued prayers. I appreciate them very much.

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